Ya know, my original thought here was just that Ferus (aka the Perfect Padawan) had just had it pressed into his brain his entire life that sex leads to attachment, which is Bad Thing. Of course, not all Jedi agree with this bit of dogma -- Siri doesn't for example. So it was something that he was a little afraid of and though he's enjoying the way he's suddenly responding physically to Anakin, he's also very confused by it and frightened (think: sexually repressed yet horny 19-year-old guy.)
But I'm intrigued by the thought that maybe something has happened before...? It wasn't in my plan, but now I'm thinking about it. Maybe something didn't necessarily happen to him, but to someone he was close to? I'm not sure I want to give up Virgin!Ferus quite yet... He's going to be such a nice plaything contrast to Slut!Anakin.
Well, ya certainly don't have to follow the Angsty path, but his reaction to Anakin was so strongly negative, panicky, unlike before where it just seemed to discombobulate (uh, sp?) him. Especially when he had his head between his knees -- I thought he was hyperventilating. I was thinking he had been raped or nearly raped, once. I'm not necessarily advocating that, but then again, I'm not *not* advocating it either. Erm...
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Date: 2003-02-18 03:59 pm (UTC)But I'm intrigued by the thought that maybe something has happened before...? It wasn't in my plan, but now I'm thinking about it. Maybe something didn't necessarily happen to him, but to someone he was close to? I'm not sure I want to give up Virgin!Ferus quite yet... He's going to be such a nice
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Date: 2003-02-18 06:16 pm (UTC)Ah, the possibilities!